they grow up too fast. another one of my biggest fear...watching them grow into teenagers. they will experience the years of exploring, making mistakes, heartbreaks, rebellious, disagreements, and many more sulking moments. i pray that those coming years will be fruitful educational years for them. i wish that behind every pain is a hidden blessing. i hope every tears they gonna shed will only be tears of joy. i'm praying so hard for their health, safety and happiness. they are my children...they are my reason to living...and part of my life. i love them all so much, and all i want is only the best for them.